I'm really very very regret and upset.
If i have the chance,I really hope to go back 1st November 2008.
I shouldn't had such a thinking in the past.
I shouldn't said that few sentences.
After clearing the misunderstanding with you,i really think very positively.
But Who knows that things happened that fast and caused me losing the opportunity.
I didn't expected this situation would happened.

Although,if i didn't have such a thinking,you will still leave.
But,I am still very regret and sad about it.

27 November 2008,was my worst day.
This was the day that i got to know that you were leaving.
Starting i really couldn't take it.
But the next day,i feel much more okay.
Cos i think that your leaving to you might be good.
Plus i had no choice but to accept it.

Just now,actually want to talk to you about this issue,but you were busy.
I don't know when i have the chance to tell you personally on how i really feel.
I really hope that you will give me the chance to let me finish saying what exactly i want to tell you.
Just now through phone,your words hurt me.
You said how well you had been treated us and yet i don't really appreciated it.
You were wrong.You would never know how sad was i when i heard those words.
And you also didn't aware that you had been switching on my water tap so frequently.

27 November till 2 December,Just 5 days only.
Why there were so many changes ???
Seriously,I hate the changes.

Lastly, I'm PROUD TO SAY THAT I WAS UNDER YOU BEFORE!


-11.12pm