today went to school,suddenly fangchee gave me chenyi and yuanqi's poster from u-weekly.at first i don't what that.when she gave me,i only saw another side of the page,den saw a article said "3 days lose 3kg,6days lose 6kg" then she tell me to look inside then realise that is their poster -_-''' at first i really don't know why let me see this article,i thought she want me to lose weight.haha.so lame.after school,stay back to had lunch with xiaoqing and xiaozheng.then we talk about GG.now ONG keep checking their attire,boliao,too free!!!hare care lah,anyway,nowadays i'm not going to guides activities.waste of my time,don't understand why i would join GG lorz.aiya,nvm.the worst thing is that,i saw this IDIOT again.really hate him alot lorz.wish that i won't see him anymore.see him sure damn suay!!!

6.58pm

today didnt attend school,cos i'm not feeling well.by right,i should said that i haven been recover since last week.now still suffering to the illness.sianz,chenyi coming and yet i'm still haven recover,how am i going to chase him??

10.20pm

until today then know that i'm having english oral PRELIM this afternoon.cos i had miss all the english lesson since school reopen,thats why i don't know anything.so stay back for the oral.erm,the passage is ok lah,i don't like the picture disscussion.is all about ENTERTAINMENT!the conversation is also about ENTERTAINMENT.let me rephrase the question "decribe a time when you feel entertained by something.i think of this question for quite a long time.then i said about 5566 concert,which happen in last year.did i choose the right thing to said?i think i should said something that really happen to me,or else i don't know what am i going to said.i was in the blank!!!after the oral,i went to yishun928 to had my dinner ALONE.issit very strange??cos i'm ALONE??cos when i having my meal halfway throughout,there had few students from my school,saw it.their looks make me think that "ALONE=NO FRIENDS".i don't think so.what i'm doing this afternoon is just don't want to had any extra trouble for friends.having a dinner,need to call your friends just came out for awhile.i think is too troublesome.just a meal only!why need to bother your friends???sometime ALONE not really means NO FRIENDS.i just don't want to trouble my friends,am i not doing the right things?or should i call all my friends out just for a 30 mins dinner or lunch.issit i do this kind of things,then everyone thinks that i had a lot of friends??i really don't understand.don't worry,i won't suddenly call my friends for awhile to had just DINNER!

-8.50pm

ytd first day of sch.actually going to late de,bt in the end didnt lahz.not feeling well for the whole day.so after 2 period of lesson,den go sick bay and rest.until around 10am,came out frm sick bay,den on the way back to classroom,JANE TAN stop me.said me wearing INPROPER UNIFORM and ask me "SINCE WHEN U CHANGE SO MUCH?"excuse lorz,i didnt change at all lorz.so KPO.den wait me outside general office,call me go to the office to get a skirt.after getting the skirt,came out and she lost in the thin air,so i didnt change and go back class lorz.ignore her lahz!!somemore the skirt is size 34!!so BIG,how am i going to wear.i'm noe i'm FAT bt not until 34 lorz.sian.something wrong with her lorz,say me CHANGE liao.I"M NOT!!

today didnt went to sch,having a headache since ytd nite,bt still managed to watch superband.hehe.so today slept until 12 plus.i'm dream of CHENYI!!!
haha.dream abt he coming to singapore and our fc having a gathering with him and having lots of fun.haha.think too much le,tats y dream abt him.btw next week,he's coming le!!!!
HE RAWKS!!!

-7.25pm

haiz.today is the last day of work,and i wun meet those workers at there anymore.sianz!SO MISS THEM!!!especially HIM!!i dun wish to say out who is the "HIM".jus wanna to keep HIM in my mind.today is my last day and HE didnt came to work.sian 1/2.last day liao lehz,still dun had a chance to see HIM.WILL WE MEET SOMETIME IN SOMEDAY?HOPE SO LORZ!!

sch starting next week and i gonna headache soon,cos PRELIM start soon!!!!
and until now i still haven finish all my holiday assignment!!sian sian sian!!!

-10.35pm

today not feeling well,work untill 10am den go home liao.den sleep until 5.30pm,ts call me to collect 5566 concert dvd.after hanging up the call,still continue to sleep until 7.30pm den go northpoint and collect concert dvd.i had watch disc 1 le,haven watch disc 2 cos gonna to sleep soon.tmr den watch disc 2.waoseh,so nice lorz.there had some part same as singapore concert,bt i still love it alot!!!5566 RAWKS!!!

-11.15pm

sianz.the auntie beside me had sent to level 2,sian 1/2.haiz,still gt two more days den resign liao.during these two days still wan me to suffer.very kelian.no one chat wif me.haha.today something very coincidence:after work,my uncle drive my mum and i went to wet market+coffee shop to had dinner.it opposite yio chu kang community centre.frm the factory to there,need around 20 mins like tat.on the way going,i thinking tat "ltr will i saw someone i noe?"jus thinking only lah.we reach there around 5.45pm,den came out frm car,straight away saw xiaohei and xiaobai[my feeling is right].den ignore them lorz.haha.cos i dunno them mahz.waoseh,they faster than me.they using legs to walk while i taking car,den still lose to them.so shibai!!!

CHENYI COMING!!!!
EXCITED~~~~

sick for 2day.until ytd den see doctor.me having high fever until 39.9'C.so high.once i see medicine,i feel like vomiting,the taste like SHIT!!!until now feeling better le.something wrong wif my taste bud!!wadever i eat,it taste so bitter.if eating sweet stuff,it still taste bitter.
haiz~~~MC for 2days.no work,no money.sianz~~tmr goin to work le.

so lonely today!!!the auntie beside me didnt come.den jus do work,no one chat wif me.feel tat today time pass so slow~~maybe is becos no one chat wif me bahz!!i made up my mind,i dunwan to continue looking at xiaohei's hair anymore,make me so paiseh,if other ppl noe abt it,ltr thought tat i like him,how?so i dunwan to had misunderstanding.somemore it not very good to looking at the ppl all the time.now gonna to sleep le,cos now having fever.if now didnt gt enough rest,tmr cannot work liao.I CANNOT AFFORD TO SICK!!!nite!!!

-7.40pm

today didnt work.actually plan to work on today,bt in the end dun had.so meet jingyan at mrt to go ps for chenyi fc meeting.reach there around 12plus.after filling registration form,den do some cutting for fc board.while doing half way,qianci and regina arrive.den everyone continue and do lah.after doing the board,we go coolzone wif them.i wanna buy chenyi's book!!!haha!!!after tat jingyan and me meet liyun at orchard cos we wanna go fans hub.den we stay at fans hub damn long.haha!!I ORDER CHENYI GAIBAN LIAO!!!den liyun wanna take neoprint,so we take lorz.after taking den realise tat now very late le,so go home lorz.in the train,we keep taking photos.haha!!we so ZI LIAN!!!will post up later!

today didnt work,den my mum[work as same factory as me] working today, den heard someone looking for me,said "xiaomei mei you lai?"haha!!!nvm.tmr going to work bt i think will very lonely,cos the auntie beside me didnt work!!!den no one chat wif me.sianz!!!

-10.20pm

hmm...today stand for so long,den wun feel so tired as before.maybe is becos tat i get use of it liao.haha =D hmmm.actually quite enjoying to work at there.haha~~~
today xiaodi sent to another place to work liao.he at level 2,den me at level 3.wun meet liao.aiya,nvm.actually still gt one more xiaodi,bt he work as storeman lahz.quite young leh.den today gt a guy came in and looking at us,see how we work.den keep asking me qns,like "how u noe is like tat?"...blah blah..idoit lorz.he can start a show called"shi wan ge wei shen me"liao.den still call us to do wad OS[operation standard] written.wth!!siao!!he think he now in sch,must do wad is written in the book.something wrong wif him lorz.although we didnt do wad OS wriiten[step by step],bt we do it correctly lorz.stiil can produce the product lorz.somemore complain to my leader,even my leader also buay ta han him lorz!!today i still continue looking at xiaohei's hair.cos it same as MY shaowei..den he suddenly look up,den i look at him,he look at me.scarly leh.den i down lahz.damn paiseh leh,suddenly look at him.haha~~~tmr working OT,den couldnt attend chenyi fc meeting.bt nvm, i meet fc president in the late evening.chenyi rawkz!!!!chenyi de dengdai now in yes933 no. 4 liao.dunno whether he can be the first in this week.hope so.

-11.18pm

erm..today didnt work OT.cos around 2pm,i getting tired,my eyes wanna to close.sleepy man!!den today xiaodi[tat cute guy] kanna scolding from leader.haiz,so kelian!!!today i still continue to look at xiaohei's hair.haha =D i call auntie to help me ask him abt his hair.den when he came to my section,directly at my back.den auntie ask him whether noe 5566 anot,den he said NO lehz!!wth!!!56 so popular,he dunno.even aunties noe them lorz.izzit becos he came frm china??impossible lah!!!56 in china also very popular!!!haha~~after asking him this qns,he went back his section.den keep looking at auntie!!haha!!den auntie said she damn paiseh lorz!!haha~~actually quite happy to work at there,nth happen.PEACEFUL!!!somemore gt some interesting workers at there.

-8.00pm

oh..OT again!!!now not only leg muscle pain,even my leg is pain too!!!they still wan me to OT until 9.50pm lehz,of cos i nv.stand for so long liao,still wan to OT.i'm not robot leh!!!haha~~nvm.
den today i keep looking at xiaohei's hairstyle.hehe~~~once i saw his hair,i think of shaowei!!whahaha!!!so shuai!!!i mean hairstyle,not him!!!haha!!in factory,everyone had name to address by others.bt me and tat cute guy,they jus call us "xiao di and xiao mei".den everytime heard xiao mei,den i noe they call me liao.if they call xiao di,tat means is tat cute guy lah.those auntie call him xiao di is normal,bt i also call him xiao di when chating wif auntie to talk abt him.he today didnt OT,so i need to do his work!!!aiya,nvm lah.cos auntie tell me tat he didnt work OT is becos he wanna to study at home..hmm..nvm lah,help to do his work also benefit me lahz.haiz!!!reali very tiring.next time dun work in factory anymore.this time need to JIANCHI!!!this is the first time and also the last time!!haha~~duuno why,nowaday keep promoting xiezhi's book!!!

-11.40pm

waoseh!!!today so tired,cos i work OT until 8.50pm.my leg muscle damn painful lorz!!!nvm!!must JIANCHI!!haha~~den beside me,still gt a auntie tat same section as me.she told me alot of things abt work,and some interesting thing tat happen in factory.she so good,unlike others.ytd,i mention tat cute guy rite?today saw him again.haha.den we sometimes walk pass each other.he came to my section,and i also went in his section too,is because of WORK!no other reason.den the auntie tell me abt "chuan shuo zhong de xiao hei and xiaobai".haha!!ytd i also gt mention few guys look like ah beng rite?the guys are xiao hei and xiao bai.dotz.until now den i realised tat,xiaohei having the same hairstyle as shaowei!!!waokaoz,copy my shaowei!!!shaowei so shuai!!!if auntie didnt tell me to take a look,i wun noe abt it lorz.haha.quite happy today,not because i'm tired for the OT,is because tat i earn 66bunks for today!!!haha!!usually only 45bunks.shuang~~

i also take some quiz for fun.[www.quizbox.com].u guys can test it out and see whether true anot.for me,some part i think tat is true.let see!!

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends ove you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself
with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Here is the analysis:
You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?

Kind and GentleYour kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

What does being a friend really mean to you?

You value your friendships: 35%
You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.

Are You Nosy?
Nosy Level: 50%
You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak. [maybe]

the end!!!jiayou for tmr!!!

-12.48am

my first day working in factory!!!
reach there at 7.45am,there also gt many ppl same as me,first day of work.den everyone wait for the leader to order us to work,den we waited in a room,this room usually for workers to rest during break time.den one group of us sit at there and stare at each other lorz.wait until break time,many ppl came in the room and rest lahz.i saw a guy,quite attractive to me.i dun mean "attractive=shuai".normally pplz saw him,they wun think tat this guy belong to shuai ge or cute type.bt for me he damn cute lahz.cos he gt a silly and innocent face.haha.sometime,he looked blur.haha.first time saw him,i feel tat he gt shuwei[energy] de gan jue,bt he doesnt look like shuwei lahz.den after their break,around 10mins like tat.they finally order us to work.den put me at section 18,den tat cute guy at section 17 lorz!!waoseh!!so near.bt he very kelian lehz,cos he work alone mah,no fren at all.everytime saw him alone,lunch time alone,break time also alone.so kelian!!nvm,i willing to be his fren!!haha!!

actually they jus call me to do simple things.it ok for me,the more easily,the more i happy.so i wun any make mistake mah.a big problem for me is tat i need to stand for the whole day.kaoz,muscle pain!!!!bo bian,must JIANCHI!!![for the sake of money].den today quite good,no OT!!i realised tat "i'm the youngest inside!!"mostly are aunties!bt gt tat cute guy,i think he only 18-21 yrs old bahz.den also gt few young guys working,bt look like ah beng,which i not interested at all!!tmr going to work le!!!jiayou!!!

-9.10pm

today go interview for working in the factory for 2weeks.although jus 2 weeks,bt very intensive.cos must work OT.is like morning 8am work till night lorz.den must be very tired.actually i had been thinking for awhile to see whether should work anot,in the end,i willing to take a try to work first.jus for the sake of money.once i gt money,i can buy alot of things,so bo bian,take a try first den see how it goes.i scared i cannot take it.sianz!!if i reali working,den nobody can help me download wanquanyule and aiqingmofashi!!sianz lahz!!if download,i think i need to wait for billion of days den complete bah,cos nobody turn the com lahz!!!sianz!!

hope tat i can take it!!!
shit!!5566 concert dvd will delay!!!WTF!!!
i order yuanqi gaiban le,bt dunno when can gt.

-12.ooam

today went to rainie's autograph session.didnt use my digital camera to take photos cos no batt le.so i use my hp to take,the pictures quite blur,not well taken.

b4 autograph session,J8 having Y.E.S 93.3 live outdoor programe.top 20 chart is annouced at there.den jingyan and me keep waiting for chenyi's song-deng dai to play out.last week,he is no.11,now no.8 le.so happy,my vote help alot.haha.we more qidai for his song rather than rainie come out lehz,i also dunno why lehz.haha!!!CHENYI~~

autograph session quite alot of pplz,start around at 3.30pm,end around 5pm.actually nth much to say abt this autograph session.cos i not high at all!!!her songs won't make me high lehz.somemore i jus like her,not the kind tat will crazy abt her.i was like a dead fish!!even everyone singing birthday song for her,i still at there watch and video only.

CHENYI COMING!!!!!!
he's coming on the 5th july to the 9th of july.
wow..waiting for the day to come!!!

-9.45pm

my brother going ns today.so we woke up at 6.30am to prepare cos we need to reach there around 8am,den take ferry to tekong.erm..this is the first time i go tekong,tekong not a place tat u wan to go den go de.so lucky to haf a chance to go there.haha.why i say is lucky??cos last year,when weijian going ns,i reali wan to go tekong to look for him.we having a tour at tekong,visit some places.hmmm.quite interesting.after the whole ceremony,we still having lunch at there.hmmm.for me,the food at there is quite ok.i love the dessert!!!cos is WATERMELON!!den make me think of XI GUA GE GE [LIYUE].haha.


my lunch at tekong!!!


XIGUA!!!

tmr going to rainie autograph session!!!!

-6.15pm

today jus change my blogskin,i love this skin alot,so nice.thanks to amanda for designing such a nice skin for me.this monday de superband,gt soul and qinobe sang 56's songs.soul sang easy come easy go and qinobe sang fang shuo yi bo.erm,for me i like the way soul dance bt still prefer 56 de lahz.i not reali like qinobe sang fang shuo yi bo,cos they change too much lahz,i like the original version.btw this coming superband,none of the group going to sing 56's songs bt gt two group going to sing kone's songs.sun zi ai qing bin fa and ding jian gao shou.erm,nv heard b4 sun zi ai qing bin fa,this song are in kone's 1st album[we're kone].den ding jian gao shou is not easy to sing,dunno lucify can sing well anot.

-4.55pm