Last Monday,went down to Great World City to look for Yilin.
I asked her to accompany me to buy Korean Dictionary at Kino.
After her work, we went to Ngee Ann City together with Peter and Wilson.
After purchasing the dictionary, we went to Takashimaya basement and eat.
I like the feeling that we walk and eat at the same time.
Somehow made me feel that i was inside the Food street. LOL!

Yesterday working full shift and today is my off day. Haha.
Nowaday, i love to spend my off day at home.
Haha. Cos i am too tired and i had no extra money to spend liao. LOL!

Tomorrow night,It's my second lesson for my korean language class.
I'm looking towards my lesson.


-5.30pm

A good news~
Finally, i signed up for Korean Language Basic course.
I have been struggling for months, keep wondering when to start the course due to my busy working shift.
Finally, i set my mind and went to the school this morning.
I will be having my first lesson on Monday.
I'm happy and looking forward.

-1.48am

Since you said that you were not ready and need more time,
Then, I know what should i do.


-1.03am

No matter what decision that i made,I feel that i was wrong.
What decision should i make? I really don't know.
Maybe i need time to make my mind clear.
I feel like having a break now.


-12.42am

Haiis.
Alot of things just happened around these few days.
Starting when he was released till now.

Words coming from your mouth was so terrible.
Why can't you be more understanding?


-12.45am

After all, Its just a dream. I shall be more realistic.

Sometime,I really hate myself alot.
I hate myself for being so THICK SKIN.
I hate myself for being so NAIVE.
I hate myself for being so SILLY.
Lastly, I hate myself for being so STUPID.


-1.22am

Seriously, 3 off days isn't enough for me to rest.
I wish to have more off days, but i know i can't.
Today is my last off day.
Haiis, tomorrow onward i need to get back to my "No Life Day" :(
Sianx.

I'm regret in alot of decision that i had made in the past.
Its really ALOT!
I really hope that time can be turned back.
I wish to go back the past.

What can i say now?
Haiis.


-6.30pm

Last Friday, Mei Yun called my phone.
HAHA~ Its really surprised me. Cos she wanted to ask me about chalet things.
Then within 10 second, Yilin called me too.
End up conference. Yilin asked Aaron to join in too.
We chatted for 3 hours.

Then Saturday, we went out together.
Start off with Meiyun,Jianming and I.
After that Aaron came and looked for us.
We went to the PC show to buy something.
Taken lunch at Hans,Marina Square.


Aaron!!


Jianming!


Omg. Aaron is soOO Cute. HAHA!

Next, went to Orchard because of Aaron. HAHA.


Edited by Meiyun.
LOL! Aaron is a Wolf. WHAHAHA~!


Original.



Then finally our last stop at Great World City.
We were specially requested by Yilin to go over there and look for her.


Aaron Style. WHAHAHA~!





I feel so good going out with them.
Its have been very long time i didn't feel so happy.
I really feel Happy.
I'm so looking forward to our class chalet.


-1.30am

Suddenly there are alot of korean loiter around Siglap Centre.
HAHA! Especially Korean Uncles!
I like to serve them. HEHE. BTW, they knew that i like Korea.

Boys over flowers is going show in Channel U.
I'm so excited to watch again. HAHA!!
Although i had finished watching the full series, but i still wanna to catch the first episode at home.I wanna to watch how Gu Jun Pyo fall on Kim Jandi again. See how Jihoo cares for Jandi. WHAHAHAHA!
But i think i will only manage to watch the first episode,cos usually i worked on Saturday.


-1.47am

Is it a right decision for me to keep quiet?
Should i explain, or should i not?
When i was keep quiet and didn't explained, you will assumed my thinking and cause alot of misunderstanding between us.
Why i don't want to explain was because i found it useless to explain when nothing will happened. Then what for me to explain where there won't be any changes.
But after the advice she gave me, i should explain as clearly as possible towards you.
On the other hand, you also need to explain as clearly as possible towards me.
For what i can say is that,right now you still don't really know why i not happy with.
And i am sure you are actually assuming what i not happy with.


-11.20pm

I started to watch a new korean drama, 그바보 (That Fool).
The drama is a romantic comedy about a man and woman who get married under a contract for 6 months. Starring Kim Ah-joong.(The lead of 200 Pounds Beauty)
I had watched till Episode 3, and i was so attracted by Baek Sung Hyun.
He acts as Kim ah-joong younger brother in the drama.

Another drama that i interested in is "Cinderella Man".
Seriously, i want more free time.


-1.50pm

Loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right,
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life.

And sometimes,
you think you’re already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing
that they will never be yours again.

For some, they think letting go is one way
of expressing how much they love that person.
In my opinion, some are afraid to see the only one they love,
being held by someone else.

Most relationships tend to fail
not because of the absence of love.
Love is always present.
It’s just that one was being loved too much,
and the other was being loved too little.

As we all know,
the heart is the center of the body,
but it beats on the left.
Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right.

Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love,
to only discover that, for them, we are just passing time-
while the one who truly loves us remains
either a friend or a stranger.

So, here’s a piece of advice:

Let go when you’re hurting too much.
Give up when love isn’t enough.
And move on when things are not like before.
For sure, there is someone out there,
who will love you even more.


By Fchee.

FChee, I'm so so agree with you. HAHA!


Last month was so busy man.
This month is going to be a busy month again.
Sianx. Keep on working and without entertainment is so so boring.
Well, i should look for some entertainment in order for me to get out of this boring life.

Nowaday, I keep watching back the old variety shows by SJ inside bus while going to work. The people that sat beside me was also enjoying the show.
LOL. I saw them laughing with me. HAHA. SJ is still so cute and lovable.
I started to like Kyuhyun so much. I love his voice.
But Eunhyuk is still my favourite. HAHA.

And now, i started to play Restaurant City.
It's fun in the beginning. But i think it's will getting boring when i reach a certain level. Anyone have any fun games, please introduce to me.

BTW, Fchee, i still looking for a day to meet you.
Our working shift is so flexible until i can't meet you. lol.

I'm still looking forward to have more morning shift.


-11.02pm

I had a good dream on the last Thursday night.
HAHA. What was it about? Its a secret. LOL.
Anyway,it was just a dream that will never happened.

Last Saturday night, i went to Thomson Plaza to look for Uncle Calvin.
TP really change alot in term of their staffs.
Although i wasn't familiar with their staffs, but i still miss the store.
Miss the times that i had during the period when i was in TP.
Miss the period where i had my fun with my colleagues over there.
Although things started to change after i left Tp, but i still feel happy that i did had a good memories before. Leaving TP, also let me to learn and accept the reality.

过度的失望，真的可以让人绝望....
Does this apply to other?


-12.40am

14 April 2008,was my first day working in Home-Fix.
Time flies real fast.1 Year just passed.

Suddenly so getting used to work Full shift.
HAHA. Anyway,i had No outing and no gathering.
So, its okay to work Full shift lah. lol.

Something brighten my days. hehe :)


-1.08am

Just wanna to say:
I'm Tired.
HAHA. I choose to be tired.
Watching "Sniper" on the Friday night and stay up till 3plus then went to bed.
Woke up at 6 plus and worked a full shift on the next day.
Then today,went to Tampines One to help out.
In order to help David,Tomorrow i am going to work full shift again.
HAHA. I'm so good right?? LOL! so BHB =p
Btw, I still can take it.

Sometimes the things may not turn out the way that you think of.
I'm experience it today.


-11.55pm

I'm wrong actually.
No point to explain so much where you had already jumped your conclusion.
Its so meaningless,cos you will never believe me.

BTW,
I will never do what i had said,so i will never say what i am going to do.


-1.14am

Just a pure intention, but things comes out so complicated.
Whatever things that don't required me,there must be a reason behind it. So its better not to busybody. Your pure intention might cause conflicts.


A pure white water slowly was added by some chemicals day by day.
Now,its become grey in colour.
But soon,Its will become a black solution from a grey solution.
Cos something will happen soon to cause me being contaminated.
Anyway,that is one of the reason that makes me feel hopeless.


-12.25am

Blog is a dangerous place.

Be CAREFUL.


-1.29am

Ermm...
Don't know why nowadays,I get to tired so often.
I slept in bus so frequently.

Just now when i was back home,i fall asleep in the bus.
Suddenly i woke up and i saw Eugene Hong.
HAHA. So surprised. lol.
It had been a long time didn't contact him le.

Anyway,我看开了.
I think watching dramas is a must to me.
Just like the past. This type of lifestyle is more suitable for me.
Currently still watching Boy over Flower!
Although i had watched the Taiwan & Japan Version,but i love Korea Version more.
Hyun Joong is so so so attractive. HAHA~!


-10.50pm

David is so good.
HAHA~! Why?
Actually I'm working Full shift and David is off today.
But around afternoon time,i was not feeling well.
So,i asked David to help me to work Afternoon shift.
And he helped me. HEHE.
I'm really appreciate it (:

Now,I'm feeling much better le.
That's why I'm blogging now. lol.

I'm prepared for the days without her.
Its tough, but is a challenge to me.
Aja Aja Fighting.


-10.57pm

I had been waiting for so long.
And Finally,i got it le (:


-3.15am

My birthday was over.
Thanks everyone for the birthday greetings.
From Peter,the first one to wish me to Kelvin,the last one to wish me.

Thanks for the presents.
Ya. 礼轻情义重. HAHA (:
I like it alot.

I was awoke by a call in the morning.
Is a call from David.
He informed me a 震撼的消息.
HAHA. He brighten my days too.
Cos my eyesore,Miss Hu is going to get rid from my eyesight.
Get rid of her,make my life isn't that good at this point of time.
But its okay lahx. I can say, its worth it actually.

A fresh new year of my 19th years old of my life, here come the new target for me to achieve. Its a fresh new start. Of cos,here come out the support without her. Without her,i have no obstruction and i can achieve it in shorter time. WHAHAHAHA~! I'm so HAPPY (:


-11.30am

Went to have a hair cut yesterday.
And highlighted my hair at the same time.
Hehe. I like the colour so much. :p

Saw Russell at Bus 854 after my work.
I was chatting with him for quite long.
He keeps suggest me to organize a class chalet.
LOL. I just hope for a gathering nia.
Actually its difficult to gather everyone.
But its good to have fun together. HAHA.

My birthday is coming :)
This year is special.
Cos my lunar birthday fall on the same day too.
HAHA. But don't think special thing will happen on that day. LOL.

BTW,I want ASUS 1000HE.
Hehe. I gonna to get it!


-2.45am

It has been a long time didn't have a good sleep.
Today is my off day after 2 weeks of working.
I slept for 14 hours. HAHA. The feeling is great.

IT show is coming.
I want to buy something.
This month, i gonna to spend alot le.
But its okay. As long i am happy is enough.
I will do things that make me feel happy.


-10.05pm

After so many months,now it is the time to end everything.
GAME OVER.

The truth is hurtful,but i choose to face it.
我宁愿选择一刀捅死我，也不要拿刀来一刀一刀的折磨我.
I'm not going to be a FOOL ANYMORE.


-1.35am

"I rather to be sad to know the truth than being a fool infront of you."

10 March 2009 will determine everything.


-1.06am

Suddenly i feel like uploading a photo.
WHY? Because i like this photo. lol.
Which is....




My 19th birthday is coming.
Actually i have a wish ever since last year.
But my feelings tell me that my wish will not be granted during this coming birthday :(


-11.54pm

YOYOYO! I'm BACK!
It's has been a long time ever since i updated my blog.
Past few weeks,many things had happened. (Although is not my problems)
I started to understand more and i came out my own conclusion.

I just back from Thomson Plaza not long ago.
Seriously,I MISS my colleagues so much.
So,i spent my off day with them.
This afternoon,when i stepped in the store,they seem like welcome me.HAHA!
Actually, the very main thing to go there was to visit Kelvin.
So long didn't see him ever since i left Thomson Plaza.
Of cos! I want to visit others too.

Took some photos with them too.


Testing camera 1.


Testing camera 2.


Testing camera 3.






We look so Retarded.


This one look slightly better (:


Btw, I'm so into a Drama, Which is Flower.Four!
HAHA! For those who don't know, Flower.Four is Korean Version of Hana Yori Dango.
Hyun Joong is so so so ATTRACTIVE!
Minho is also handsome. He is so suitable to be the cast of Domyouji.
Kim Bum is cute. HAHA!
I love their OST too.
Especially "Because I'm Stupid" by SS501 and "Starlight Tears" by Yoo Kyung.


-1.40am

It's not good to spoon feed by others,but it's good to find our own ways out.

I'm so impressed by them.
My GOAL is to become one of the next of them.

Went to Marina Square with Yilin to look for Steven.
I helped them out to put up some stock and did the ticketing tags.
Actually,the feelings of helping out at there was good.
If possible,i wish i can work a day at there.
Cos,i think is a good opportunity to experience different outlets.


-3.20am

Went to Siglap Centre Yesterday.
Saw some changes had been made.

Last night,I got to see Mr神猪 and Mr神柱 baby photos.
Mr神猪 looks cute when he were baby.
But Mr神柱 looks more cute than him.
Cute until want to pinch his face.
Mr神柱 likes to smile so much in the past,but now he loves to show gloomy faces.
I think he must be used up all his smiles le. HAHA!

I'm going to start work on Tuesday le.
Gonna to be busy soon.


-2.06pm

Happy New Year.


COME ON! START AFRESH!


-4.30pm